372nd entry:

I rather the clock to turn back a year from now. Times were better; Atmosphere was better. I donnoe why am i feeling this way, but this is what i have been feeling for the past three weeks since school started and since i moved into hall, be it legally or illegally. I see different people around in hall; people whom i know, people who i donnoe and people whom i thot i knew. Like whatever. So many things happened in the month of August. Things that made me felt that i don really knew some people that i thot i knew them. I suddenly realised that i donnoe that many people in hall. Ah wells, maybe cuz im not that sociable in hall. I guess alot of the friends or rather people i know from hall is all of the Hi-Bye relationship. This kinda of sucks. Whats the point of knowing people of Hi-Bye relationship. Im kinda of tired of maintaining such friendships and life.

Can i just be a loner and do things in my way? As much as i felt like doing so, its kinda of difficult. This is perhaps, life. I should stop trying to be sociable and friendly. This is getting me rather tired. Should i just stay away from the crowd and hide in the tiny corner of mine? ah wells.