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Date / Time : Monday, April 20, 2009 / 16:52
355th entry: april is such an event month.i donnoe why. but april i will tend to be more emotional and nostalgic.partly cuz of one very event.maybe may? july prolly too.perhaps this is what happened to you when age catches up with you and theres nth you can do to stop it but to feel old. To "let go" does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To "let go" is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To "let go" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To "let go" is not to care for, but to care about. To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive. To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To "let go" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to effect their destinies. To "let go" is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept. To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it. To "let go" is not to criticize and regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be. To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. To "let go" is to fear less, and love more.
to ppl whom i once loved:
thanks for giving me a chance to love u ppl. thanks for breaking my heart to bits and pieces. thanks for waking me up from my naive thinking. thanks for letting me know that world is never fair and perfect. thanks for making me a stronger gal. thanks for making me hating the world. thanks for letting me seeing the ugly side of the world. thanks for letting me seeing the ugly nature of the people.
to ppl whom i still love:
thanks for being there for me. thanks for showering me with love. thanks for showing me care and concern. thanks for being around me. thanks for letting me knowing u guys. thanks for giving me a chance to love u guys. thanks for cheering me up when im feeling down. thanks for letting me know there that is still warmth in the world. thanks for letting me know that the world is not ugly, but beautiful. thanks for accepting my love. sometimes, when somethings are gone, they are really gone.
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