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Date / Time : Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 13:36
349th entry:i don understand the rationale.seriously.not that i think we seriously die die must get it, but please at least provide us with a justifiable reason. this should be the minimum.im suddenly very tired; very very tired.its like i felt that whatever me or the team has done is not appreciated from all the crap that i heard yesterday. we may be girls, but we are definitely not gullible. please. at least, think before saying. it hurts so much, not because of the title, but the reasons. its like losing without knowing why; getting jailed/punished for no good reason. seriously, what would you feel if you were in our shoes? the problem is not the title; its the justification.i feel so much like crying, but i wont. i will hold back the tears and listen to the explanation that will be given. i will not cry over some stupid matters. like for what? this is not worthy of my tears. its not worth it if its really not.now i finally see the imptance of somethings and wheres the root of the problem. but whatever it is, its too late. too late for any regrets. too late to savage anything. im seriously not feeling very good abt it. not a single part of me is feeling good. i really see no point, if there's really no proper justification.whatever it is, seriously, if the explanation is rubbish, that will be the last straw. since, there wont be any chance in the future years. so what if there's a zai player? this is a team sport. with more than half the team gone, with more than half the good and experienced people gone, with only the freshies left, even you call the almighty here, it wont work. seriously.
so we are not bonded, okies.so we didn't train as hard, okies.
so we cant get the title, okies.
so next year, theres not title, okies?
so next year, you go there alone, okies?
so next year, its a farewell, okies?
so next year,AND TO HELL YOU GO,
OKIES?
WHAT THE FUCK.
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