322nd post:
AHS. forth day of work at Expo. haha. tho boring and tiring at times, the ppl there was GREAT!
(maybe i should say some? some where out of my frquency u see). anyways, supervisor was Constance so haha.. can joke ard... OH! and i gotten myself a one-moment/day eye candy! i doubt i'll see him ever again in my life so that explains the name i gave him. lOl. oh, and i found myself an ideal boss character and looks. ok, thats what u'll do when ure bored and ure under constant exposure to ang mohs and ang mohs and MORE ah mohs BOSSES. LOL. i've made wonderful friends like luna, vanessa and serene etc. crap mates i will say. HA. tmr's the last day. tho i need not wake up so early, but i'll miss the job! i meant the accompany!
anyways, i realised whether a relationship will last or not depends on not just the emotional distance but also physical distances. in addition, common topics matter too. without these, no matter how close or sweet things WERE, it will turn sour ONe fiNe day. i swear this is true isnt it? so what if you understand the other? i think that will just make things go the other way. that's why i chose to protect myself from all the possible side effects of all these shits. no matter if in the process i'll get hurt or not, it's a long term protection i will say. so what if things were memorable? so what if you have been through alot? i think prolly those are just notes on the score that appear to be in harmony? true enough, don't ever judge a book by its cover. i realised my mistakes. thus, i'll leanr from mine. i have enough relationships to last me a lifetime, does it matter anymore? i don't know. perhaps, all those will sooner or later be reduced to superficial by the time. so will am i being so bottered? perhaps i shouldn't care and carry on my life. being superficial to most is prolly the best way to reduce the pain i will receive from giving. im tired. as time passes, people will drift apart. things will NEVER remains the same. this is for sure. please do not tell me that some things wont, cause even wrinkles is going to appear on your damn face one day. how to make me believe that things are always the same? im happy, supeficially at most times. happy with the oneS, truthfully. can anyone feel the difference in my mood? minority? perhaps a few. after all these crap, im here to say im fiNe. perfectly. 101%, with the free 1% from GSS. the thought of relieving myself from the pain now/soon, im going to be happy. for sure, without these, i'll be happy. memories can be good; superficial is disgusting.
forgetful is good; one moment is enough.