235th entry:


gagah. feeling grouchy nowadays. prolly because of the uncertainties and lack of sleep bah.
gah. not even in the mood to get V'day presents for ppl. so, ppl, no presents from me this year. sorry. just sake of gg ard getting stuffs/making stuffs. im tired. sleepy. with the workload and tests everyday, i cant afford to spare anymore mental energy to think/make things for you guys. haiz. how would i wish time will still be like last year, when u can really slack ur time off without caring abt what grades u get and if you finish your tutorials. damn. and it looks as though im slacking even more now as compared to last year, which in fact, in reality, should be the other way round.


think i need to go to the airport to reflect on my life. gagah. donnoe how many times in my life in tj have i done so. but it doesnt seem to have long term effect. ha. it only works for a short period of time. hmmm...




uncertain.-