194th entry:


today was a rather emo day for my class. cuz it was sort of the time when we finalises our subject combination. so ya. and it have to be the first period of the day. it spoilt everything. din go for gp; simply cuz i was to sian for it. i just don feel like going. so din go. then chilled out abit at mrs than's room. her room is the best hang out place in the whole of tj, other than the band room. but i think, in terms of getting rid of depression and unhappiness, mrs than's room is still the best place to go. simply because she'll make u feel better. like nata, he was rather sad and depressed after mrs lim spoke to him. then he went to mrs than's room to have a talk with her. he felt and looked better after that. so ya, im glad that i have mrs than's room to chill out. i hope i'll still get her next year.

next emo issue: last tutorial with ms ng.
she onli taught for 15mins, on continous and discontinous variations. then after that, was just plain talking; abt chalet, our bio tutor next year, our subject combi, what she's going to do at MOE etc. under normal circumstances, our class would be glad to have early lunch or chinese. but not today. at least that applies to me. i din want the lesson to end. cuz that marks the end of ms ng journey with us thru our A level syllabus. i think i'll miss her. no, i WILL miss her. i reali like her. u can onli spot me notty and reali noisy in bio and econs class. cuz, i like the tutors, ms ng and mrs than. haiz.

what will happen to me during these two classes without them?

The golden moments in the stream of life rush past us and we see nothing but sand; the angels come to visit us, and we only know them when they are gone.
~George Elliot