159th entry:

sigh. why some ppl must make such comments? (im not talking abt that of the indicator, but something that ppl said abt zeroonezerosix.) i don see the point why ppl must make these type of comments to sort of like segregate us? what's the problem? doesnt mean that we don do well in jcts, we don deserved to be in the first class of the level, 01/06. we din say that we were the top class, as in we din act like as though we are. why must u ppl like segregate this class of ppl who is perfectly mormal and exactly same as the rest of the class? i don understand why ppl make this type of comments. it hurts ppl's feelings. don they understand that? don they spare a thot of us?
sigh. i have handle stress from the studies, the band and even how the ppl talked abt me and my class behind my back. that's sad. sad. sad. what's wrong with the ppl nowadays? puuting ppl down makes them happy? makes them feel a sense of "shuang"-ness? makes them happy? what kind of attitude is this? i feel horrible.
gotten back my progress report. yesh, my mum and brother's going down to sch this fri to see mrs than. sigh. i think when my mum sees my progress repot, she'll request to see my other tutors. and some of my tuotrs comments just contradict themselves. Ms Ng said i participate actively while Mrs Lim said i seldom participate during class's discussion. horrible. gah. i reali hate my life. i can feel it coming. sigh. perhaps i don belong where i belonged now. perhaps im not using the correct brain. i feel lost. can someone be my guardian angel and guide me through the dark forest? im lost.

i need a guardian angel to lead my way.-