154th entry:
this was supposed to be blogged yesterday. but apparently im blogging it today cuz my bro refused to let me use the com yesterdae.
okay. jct is a rather screwed issue. horrible. never do so badly for any of my exams before, excluding last year's block ca which was also after the june holidays. shit. was sorting out my letters yesterday.
M-E-M-O-R-I-E-Ssigh. letters from
Vera, Lizzy, Baya, Jiejun, Hoishan, Wara, Shujing, Yuhan, Victoria and even the cheering up letters from
Froggy and Suat. sigh. how much i missed those days. there are also letters from my jnrs. hmm. from the last perf with them. with tkgssb.
01072005. also, not forgetting the new additions this year from
Xiang Ting, Ling Ting, Twain and Kevin.haiz.
was reading thru
Hoishan's letter to me for
tarde la musica. felt rather bad after reading her letter. haven been talking to her for a veri long time, prolly since.. i donnoe when. sigh. i felt mean. tho she was neither my class or band snr, we were just close. donnoe why too. she was a trumpetter, and im a tbone player. hmm. reali missed the days teasing ehr and studying together at mp lib. don think she'll read my blog, but i still hope she does read this,
msg me kk????there were also
confidential letters from
Suat and Jiejun. that simply reminded me of the trouble days. i will never forget how i managed to survive thru those days. that'll form a troubled yet unique part of my tkgs life.
the letters were a collection, a summary and notes from my banding life in tkgs.
Joint Concert With Minesota Winds
SYF Opening 2003
Tarde La Musica
Band Fiesta In The Gardens 2004
SYF 2005
SYF Opening 2005
each and single one of them is my precious part of banding lfe. Quoting from one of vera's letter for me:"
We have changed from budding young music idiots talents to experienced secondary school senior players.sigh.
4 years.
4 years full of hell lot of practising.
4X365days of wonderful moments.
4x365x24 hours of memories.
that,
i'll not forget.
tho i've moved on to another stage of my normal and banding life, i still misses
tkgssb and sba. it's an unique and speical part of my life. it gave me unforgettable memories. memories that bring me joy and tears. i dont regret going to an all gals' sch and joining band. i've experienced what i believed i wont get in other schs.
i am serious.
anyway, that was thots from yesterday, in the view of today.
today:
Nan Ren Bu Huai, Nu Ren Bu Ai. ah... my ah meng is sho hot and handsome.. wakakka... Devil's by my side. hmm..
where's mine???tkgssb, where the love and passion begins.-if we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die.-