136th entry:

gah. my brother got injured at the side of his lips! gah. disfigured. that goes my hot brother. haha.
anyway, i think i screwed it up. hmm. but i don expect much from it tho. just wanna slack my life off. don wanna to any work. sigh.im screwed. tons of work to study. sigh. why the hell did i take this combi? hmm. but i like my class. sigh. irony. sigh.
im packed for this week. looks like i cant finish much by the end of the week.


the pain is getting from bad to worst as the days goes by. im not going to care. i shall drink for all i care. it's going to be there anyway.



i feel the ugliness as the days goes by.
can i have somewhere to float to?