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    Date / Time : Friday, April 21, 2006 / 17:40
    119th entry:


    din go to sch today. don feel like going. went to polyclinic and spent my whole day there. had X-ray. going to SGH on monday. missing physics and bio tutorial. but should be able to make it back to sch for bio prac at 1440. maybe i'll borrow my fren's tutorial home.


    tingtingwan's curently dead.
    dead emotionally and mentally.
    how she'll wish that she'll be dead physically.

    tingtingwan's veri sad.
    she has no one to support her now.
    but she has to stay strong.
    how?
    tingtingwan's feeling that way.
    tingtingwan shouldn't feel that way.
    but she is.
    tingtingwan cannot do without frens.
    but her frens are not there at all times.
    tingtingwan's emotionally dead;
    emotionally unstable.
    sigh.
    who's there to help??


    tingtingwan wanted to find her parents.
    she couldn't.
    then she called her brother.
    thank goodness,
    he picked up the phone.
    or else,
    tingtingwan would feel so helpless.
    tingtingwan cannot depend much on her parents.
    thank goodness,
    there's always her siblings.
    then again,
    tingtingwan's sibilings are not always there for her.
    why?
    why is her life like that?
    tingtingwan feels so hopeless.
    tingtingwan feels so helpless.
    no one's always there for her.
    no one always there to support her.
    be it,
    physically,
    mentally
    or even
    emotionally.

    tingtingwan's afraid.
    afraid of loneliness.
    afraid of being helpless.
    afraid of being hopeless.
    tingtingwan doesn't like that.

    really don't.

    if u're reading this entry,
    don blame urself
    for what has happened to tingtingwan.
    it's not ur fault.
    if this were to come, it would have to come.