114th entry:


this is my first saturady im spending at home, ever since sch reopen this year. cool right? sigh.
tests and shitty stuffs are coming up. today's good saturday, cuz there's no band. but im spending most of my time doing pdub, tutorials and mugging fot chem lect tests and econs. sigh. poor wanting. hahah.

tmr going out to celebrate drea's birthday. but i got veri veri low cash flow. sigh. plus, plus, PLUS, i donnoe if my dad/mum will allow me anot, considering the fact that i've been reaching home rather late nowadays. sigh. aiyo.

hmmm... having weird mood swings. have been thinking abt alot of stuffs. wondering why things have to happen in this way, and why not the other way? have been wondering why did i come here? wondering, wondering, wonderings.

sigh. im just crapping. need to blabber out of the irritating question marks i have in my mind. but who can i reali blabber it to? hmmm.